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so i've started co-op and i am a teacher assisstant for a jk&sk class ! they are adorable children but of course some of them are sometimes difficult to handle, but the majority of the time they are great. there's this one kid - james - who is just out of control and especially today. he said he didn't like me because ms.bush sent him to the back and i had to watch over him to make sure he didn't do anything ridiculous. my second day and already a kid doesn't like me ! but there is an adorable girl named jaimie who is very shy but she's so comfortable with me, she calls me her best friend. it's so sweet.
however, i got home and guess what? I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE MCMASTER UNIVERSITY :) isn't that great? i've been waiting forever (except not really, they only started accepting people at the beginning of february) but i was so impatient. i'm so glad i got accepted !
so than night school came along. and it was fine until the class started hearing this weird whistling noise coming outside from the hallway.. but we were like probably the wind, or someone just making noise. than the guy that sits behind me was like "i'm gonna go check it out" and he comes back in liek 10 seconds later and we were like "soo..?" and he's like (totally calm),"this girl is having a seizure outside" and then his face dropped and he like realized that that's probably not supposed to be happening. and me and these three other girls were lik e" WHAT?" and we went outside right away and we put a sweater under her head. i called 911 right away. i have never seen a seizure like that, i have seen seizure's but this was by far the worst. she was like hoping up and down from the floor a good amount of distance. and i was on the phoen the whole time this was happening and telling them what to do what not to do, telling the women i was speaking too where i was the directions, phone numbers, etc. than all of a sudden the girl stops and her face turns PURPLE liek a real pure purple and that's when i started to panick, i was like "HER FACE IS TURNING PURPLE, SHE STOPPED SEIZURING" and the women told me to tell them to put her on her side so if she throws up she wont' suffocate. than i heard the ambulance coming. AND THAN the fucking principle decides to finally come after like 10 minutes and he's like "all of you go back to class"... EXCUSE ME? we basically just saved this girl's life. and i wa slike " the ambulance is coming, i called them" and he's like "we calle dhtem too." but he's such an ass because they actually put him on hold. i was the first to call and like 5 minutes into the conversation she was like "oh wow we're getting a lot of calls from the same location i'm going to put them all on hold, one sec" so she just kept talking ot me because i was actually at the scene. it was intense. but the principle still kicked us out the hallway and the story is so fucked. she was having a panick attack and she wrote a note to her teacher (the classroom beside us) that she was having a panick attack (becaus eyou can't talk when that occurs) and he said "okay, just go outside" WHAT? and when we found her her cellphone was open, she was trying to call her parents. and apparently her panick attack caused her to over hypervenilate and than she had a seizure. and i didn't panic but now i'm panicing even though she woke up from it and she's going to be fine. it was crazy !
what an eventful day.

Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

Ain't a love as perfect
Everybody knows it
Something drove you down

Something as good
Something new
Somebody good
Our ambition cuts you down

There's not a love that's perfect

Reverse brought thinking, I can not help but think of the Song Dynasty scholar when two of Yin's poems:

"From a distance, Yi Gulu pagoda, on top of crude under no. If it the other way around, not under the top of the rough."

Began to hear the joke when the turnout was almost laughing gas. In my opinion, this poem is not up to much, but it also has two advantages: First, it can tell the truth, although the literary style of the poor, but to seek truth from facts, not pseudo-making is not, it is hard to come by; the second It brought me to be happy, comfortable feeling.

The purpose of this talk is like a joke to reverse thinking a little taste of the increase in the topic. Reverse thinking is a very interesting way of thinking, it can change our traditional thinking habits, give us a useful inspiration in life, our physical and mental ease. For example, during the life of this situation, there is a half glass of water before, pessimistic people say: Oh, just a half; optimistic people do not think so, he will need to turn around and thinking, said: Huo, there are half It. It is clear that we can see that the latter is more open-minded, and live happier. It would appear that the reverse thinking can affect the refraction of life or attitude which in turn will affect your quality of life.

Mr. Qian Zhongshu in "Fortress Besieged" also talked about a very interesting story, saying that the world has two kinds of people: get a bunch of grapes, the kind of person to pick the best to eat; another person, on the contrary, the Best to stay at the last to eat. But the two are not happy that his former grape is getting worse; the latter that he ate every one of the remaining grapes are the worst.

I do not agree with this view, I think the latter should be happy. Eating grapes as he is getting better and better, a more than a taste there. This is like the painter of the Jin Dynasty Gu Kaizhi, Gu Kaizhi eating sugar cane, "Heng since the end of this", which is the inverse always come to eat, eat from the root end of the beginning, people wonder, he asked Road : Why do you Daozhaochine? Gu Kaizhi quite humorous to say: hey, this way of eating, can be better and better. From almost the start, she slowly enjoy life, it seems Gu Kaizhi long ago realized the benefits of the other way around.

Life is like a bunch of grapes or a cane, if you choose to eat good, it means you have more days of dry, not sweet Yuehuo Yue. The real is up against, step-by-step, getting better, more You Ziwei.

Of course, I am not certain who is forced to reverse thinking or doing things, but to promote a positive state of mind, and in some cases, we should reverse the sense of thinking, living off the boredom, so happy Yong Zhu heart.

"Sutra" saying: "In addition to a light to dark millennium, the benefits of a million years be able to eliminate ignorance." Reverse thinking is a light, positive attitude that is great wisdom. When we live in fetters, the heart of the prison settlement, we might as well look like the other way around the pagoda, Daozhuo think about eating the sugar cane Gu Kaizhi, earned in laughter, then calmly with great wisdom that kindle a light in order to Disperse the dark clouds that lead to the well-being of the other side.

More sweetness in the front, let us work together better and better it!

Men Men's feeling a little bit today, do not want to speak, because even that has not run Men Men's tone. However, even the mosquitoes hateful watch, I should not bother to move the bully, not specifically choose the "protective layer" of the local population under, so I move or move it. . .

To see the voice of the petals falling down the middle of the night "Tonight, reaffirmed the need for friendship," despite his love of poetry dream girl is not very well, but after seeing a little unhappy. Baidu has been felt to be a real bare, but once again see Baidu in the contradictions between friends, the number of Baidu for a little disappointed. In fact, not because Baidu is just really do not want more people to the reality of those insignificant things to come to Baidu. I believe in the overnight deleted all the friends and static as much as some disappointment, right?

We are busy after Baidu to hide, nothing but just want to relax a bit and avoid the real-life intrigues, and avoid those who fight you, I am tiring of the fight scenes, to the heart of a quiet open space, and nothing more. We often write here in our happiness, and are often here a note of its own confusion and bad faith, because the trust. As we all know, like this in good faith exposed the vulnerability of the soul is more and more afraid of being hurt. Just do not understand, there is no dispute over the name nor the group of people, so why not take care of each other in good faith but fragile heart feel at ease? Somewhat disappointing. . .

School in the afternoon, leading a telephone call said to be out of school at the entrance to see when sitting on a playground do not appear to the spirit of normal women, so that we pay more attention to her movements. I do not always go out, stay in their dorm room to sleep or watch TV or Internet, what, so look for that is not normal for a woman never pay attention too. Yuanyuandikan for a while, afraid to go in the past. Later, a colleague told me that the woman is in the vicinity of schools, often because of a quarrel and her husband, so the spirit of a little less normal, often in schools is not sitting back.

In fact, that moment my heart with the face of Qiu Jing, as is the sad and dreary. That was a very strange woman was feeling sad, because often in a row, because even after a quarrel can go to and no place to such an extent that no choice but to hide here, other people also think that the spirit is not normal. After dinner, she sat there, no one told her to go back to eating; a black day, she sat there, or seemed to not want to go back. She certainly has no alternative except heart, right? She must have a lot of a lot of places you could not figure them out? She must also like to know that this has been said to be of equal social or why you can not really equal. . .

Life is very exciting, very reluctant to do so, but when we come into contact with no choice, why can not always do in the face with a smile? Why is always difficult to step past them Hom? In addition to the helpless, only silent, but would not want to speak. . .

Hu Hu, Pilipala so abhorrent to the sound of mosquitoes all rushed to the barren hills and Go Ye Ling. . . . .

If you have read, please do not accusing me, this is my Zhaichao of an article. Since we enter this vast's Ren Shijian, a White, Red Dust was slowly rolling a sophisticated Church, the Church of the apathy, the church has……, in addition to people's tinge, Eryuwozha……, Shao Lexie also is not impressed!

In this moment of quiet, I hope you join me in understanding the bottom of my heart was Bodong the Xinxian ......

On this day, are on the road, the phone rang. Microphone, is a immature little girl's voice: "Daddy, you quickly come back, my Haoxiang you ah!" Intuitively, I know that is a wrong telephone, Because I did not have her daughter, only a six-year-old only son. This first of such things is not surprising. I Meihao Qi said the sound: "wrong!" Then hung up the phone.

The next few days, the phone has to play up from time to time, I Jiaode upset, and sometimes rude attitude of the refuse, and sometimes not even then.

On that day, once again, this telephone call, with the usual difference is that I always missed in the circumstances, there has been a persistent call. I finally started answering Naizhu patience, or that girls are unable to air the voice: "Daddy, you quickly come back, my Haoxiang you ah! Mother said that the phone did not miscalculated, is your phone number, I am a good father Tenga! Mother said you busy work, every day she is a person take care of me, are tired, whatever, Dad I know you very hard, if not to you on the phone to a pro-Niuniu good »" innocent children I can not be refused the request, I Duizhuohuatong ring to kiss the ring for a few, on the other side intermittently heard the voices of the children: "Thank you…… Dad, I better…… happy, well-being of good…………"

As I gradually on the wrong phone interested in, the phone is not the girls but a low, deep female: "I am sorry, Sir, this day will give you a lot of trouble Tim is really sorry and I would like to deal with the End What you call gave the apology.It is so hard.this child's life, born have to a bone cancer, her father not long ago and…… was in a car crash claimed the life, I really did not dare to tell her the news, The daily chemotherapy, the pain from time to time, the child has been tortured enough for the poor. When her unbearable pain most of the time, her mouth always chanted before always encouraged her to be a strong father, I can not bear Look at this child, on the day of casual Bian Lege phone number…… "

"That kind of how children now» "I can not wait to ask.

"Niu Niu has gone, then you must be on the phone, kissed her, because she is smiling path, also left at the hands of small Jinjinzuanzhuo that can hear the 'father' voice phone……"

I do not know when, my eyes have a vague……

Joooo!

Since I am again. After a long pause long blog I thought, so I can once again come forward and a great senseless BLog write. - as always -
Incidentally, I have few photos on again, yesterday I ^ ^ werd now again a few pics and upload them here reinstellen. Unfortunately, it takes forever for me always and also, I must also still the GRöße change and tralalala.

News there is no other.
I know grad not know if I have a blog this year have written ... is indeed cold.
In any event, I am still not bad umgeknickt or so and I hope that is so. Last year I was just too much umgeknicke.

Najanajanja .... that's also once again, have just nothing to say. Strangely, otherwise, I always some schmahn (to be so? ... Damn).

I totaaaal grad is boring.
The nominal I holidays. But so far, the holiday janz okay, unfortunately, only ne week = (. And I still have so many tasks at home heul * * At least I have emila galotti end to read that is already well-ma ^ ^

soa ... I think I listen to you now vollzulabern, where I do not really laber but only write .. HAHA as funny.

jutie .. then that's it from me. And the moral of the story? Read this blog should prefer not to.
xD
SChwachsinn is pure and contains no intention.
Well, I causes you or you are not about to read! The P = do you usually have to freiwillliger basis.

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